When?

With all the work our Pioche house needs, 

when would be a good time to begin to purchase things for the house? 

I'm talking about a bed and other furniture. I did buy a cute lamp, a toaster and an oblong braided wool rug at a yard sale the other day, a few other things too, all for $18.  The girl just wanted to get rid of stuff, she wasn't worried about getting rich off her grandmas' things.

from a yard sale the other day. There was SO MUCH STUFF that I liked, including lots of horse things but I am trying to be in the mindset that I don't need all that crap.

I feel like I DID need this, a Bissell Little Green Carpet Cleaner that I bought new and today I used it to clean our recliners and dang, they were nasty. They are Lazy Boy recliners, so I'd like to keep them working and looking nice.

I really got it for the Subaru; the seats and floors are pretty icky from sitting for 3 years and having mice in them for who knows how long. 

I also got a new hen, I paid $30 for a Brown Orpington hen, she's just beginning to lay and last week at Melisa's house Coco was trying to be broody. Today she gave us an egg.

Shes been here for about 48 hours and already a coyote has tried to get her. Tomorrow I'll leave the coop run closed and hope she doesn't fly out.

Morning Tea

How do you like your tea? 

I like mine made with Yorkshire tea, from England, and what I've got now was brought to me FROM ENGLAND by my friend, Michelle.

It HAS to steep for 3-5 minutes and after that I add sugar and a dollop of milk.

I am drinking my cup of tea now.

I do not drink coffee, its icky.

 

AITA?

Within the last 2 weeks I've asked several people if they want to go in on this half a beef and everyone, EVERYONE, said NO.

So I forked out $1,155 to the farmer for the half beef. Then I forked over $300 for the cut & wrap, then I paid $200 for the fuel to get there & back.

After we got home last night & I put everything into the freezer and saw just how small that cow really was, I already knew I wouldn't be giving any to anyone. I discussed this with Lan and TOLD HIM that everyone had had the opportunity and EVERYONE said no.

So today he took T bone steak out of the freezer to feed his dad, after I had specifically said not to. I'd rather buy other meat for him, saving this meat that I PAID FOR, for us. Yes, his dad does a lot for us, yes, we/Lan might inherit everything his dad has but who knows? 

Know what he said to me? That I give away all the eggs.

The FUCKING EGGS.

We'd be swimming in eggs if I didn't give them away.

So I'm not giving any more away for a while and let him dispose of them in whatever way he chooses.

  

That Feeling

 You know that feeling you get when you have finished something that you have practiced for and looked forward to for a very long time and now its done? But, what do you do now?

That's how I've been feeling since I decided not to do the cross state ride. 

I know we're going to go to the Pioche house, I know we will get some awesome things done there and we'll have a great time in the desert on the sxs but I feel like something is missing, I feel a little despondent about it. I feel like this was my one & only chance to do this ride and the chance to do it won't happen again. I know Amble isn't ready and I simply couldn't do that to her but inside ME, I really needed this. 

I'm whining and shouldn't be.